I can't believe I slept through the alarm for an hour this morning. I haven't had a good nights sleep in over three years now, but I always wake up when the alarm goes off.

Felt a twinge in my chest yesterday coming home from school. I can really do without being laid up with this reoccuring pleurisy. That's what the doc's are calling it. I had a severe pain in the left side of my chest last March and was unable to move or breathe properly. Antibiotics,anti inflams, x-rays and a whole day spent in casualty having heart tests and a lung scan and they came up with was a shadow on my lung. 'A reoccurring infection is most likely to be what it is' I was told. 'Probably pleurisy.' Luckily I can sense when it might flare up and take some anti inflams to stop it in it's track. His smoking in the house doesn't help. But then He isn't bothered about anyone's health nevermind mine.

Maybe I have the winter blues early this year. Or maybe i'm just getting old and my brain and body are no longer in sync with each other. Going to try and give myself a kick up the backside and get something done today.

If you read this K I love you :p